Bad Times Are Just Times That Are Bad [Closed]

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Mere moments before the room was alive with the sounds of airy chuckles and the click and clacking of a mechanical keyboard.
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But now it was silence.
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A large-tailed young man sat at his computer chair with his face in his hands he took a sharp inhale of air to calm himself down. It was failing. It was failing badly. One deep breath turned into a second, then a third, then a fourth that went on until he lost count of how many breathes he was taking the moments after. Why did he mention his middle school? Why did he have to think about it? Why is he so weak that being reminded of his childhood was causing such a violent reaction? Why did he bring up his cat? Why? Why? Why?
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Knock...knock... knock... There was a knocking at the door now, but Kato ignored it.
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Kato's breath was shallow and uneven. His body was shaking ever so slightly, and his tail was twitching like mad. Why did he make that comment about himself? And why did glaiddddrwg-san have to jump on the Kato hate train? He already knows everybody here thinks he's hideous to look at and a huge asshole. Kato didn't need any more reminder of how much the others hated looking and being around him so much. And Blaiddddrwg-san had to push it even further. Remind him he will never have a cat like Koko in his life that he will die alone as a hated and feared loner.
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KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! The knocking was louder now, and Kato couldn't ignore it any longer as his head already ached from the memories of his childhood and the silent heaving of being reminded of the sounds of his bones cracking and popping back into place by his mother for the sake of training. But the knocking brought him back into reality though it took some heavy shaky breaths for it to happen. Kato looked over to his door in a daze, and he heard somebody calling out his name to let him in. Kato with an unsteady gaze let out another sigh, he heard the voice but he couldn't attached a face to it at this moment since his heart was beating to his ears causing any clear, coherent thoughts to be foggy and confused. He was in the midst of a panic. But Kato pushed on and walked over to the door using his tail to better support himself and with a few deep shaky breaths finally answered the person back.
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"Leave me alone." It was a weak command, not a cry, or yell, but a hope they leave him alone in this manic state of mind. He doesn't want anybody to see him like this.

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