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Post by The Marionettist on May 13, 2019 20:54:08 GMT
After placing his preorder for the LE Kyuaran figure with the...weird as fuck shop assistant who made the villain feel a little odd, uneasy, a slight rising sense of dread that seemed to have no reason, he stopped off at a conbini to buy the newly released dessert he had been wanting to try. He had to visit 5 L*wsons in the Namba area to finally find the item he was looking for, it was still not even lunch time and everywhere had sold out?? After securing the item, he carefully carried to back to his apartment, feeling rather pleased with himself not that anyone could probably tell from his deadpan expression. This better be good...He didn't even think about the fact that he was a fully grown adult male (and a wanted criminal) was hyping (in his own way) like a highschool instagram food blogger about this new dessert but well...it sounded good and it had most of the things he liked in it, and he liked desserts usually from L*wsons best, so surely it would be good, right? On second thoughts, however, it was best not to anticipate things, because then there was no disappointment. And if one was prepared for anything, then there was no surprises. As if there was one thing Aya Tsuri hated, it was surprises. Though he liked to say he was prepared for everything, there were some things he wasn't prepared for. Making his way up to his apartment, he opened the front door, before closing it behind him and opening the large, heavy security door situated just after it. It seemed security had not been breached, if the screen on the wall next to the digital pad was to go by. Nodding to himself, he unlocked the door and stepped into the livingroom and froze. That familiar scent that lingered in the still air of the apartment hit him the moment he walked in and it sent a shiver down his spine, his heart rate rise and a hard mix of emotions rise in his chest that he was really not prepared for. It can't be. He didn't even think to draw out his weapons, instead he took a few more strides further into the room and froze. It was ...him. |
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 13, 2019 21:52:31 GMT
Sen's memory was foggy at best, entire gaps of time were simply erased. Days, weeks, sometimes months slipped by in the blink of an eye. He would wake up somewhere he didn't remember ever going to, with people he didn't know, and there was always the stink of death in the air. And he was tired, tired, tired. Death hung off him limbs, pinching at his ankles, digging into his skin until he was left with tired bones and bruised eyes. Who am I? I don't remember. I don't remember. I don't remember. Then the name would slip back to the forefront of his mind: Onishi Sen.
It felt like being under the influence, thick intoxication in his blood stream though he hadn't drank anything. Three months and he couldn't remember a fucking thing but losing himself. The demon would smile and he'd let it take control because it was just so much fucking easier to deal with the world through anger and animosity, stripped of humanity though he had never had much of that to begin with. He remembered his mother and that look of such sublime satisfaction in her venomous smile when he had come crawling back. He'd been such a fucking coward since that day, even before that day he had been scared and pathetic. Did he look like Death too? He felt like it.
And for some reason he ended up here. Of all fucking places. And he hadn't a fucking clue why.
The couch was familiar territory, the place hadn't changed at all. His things were still there too, which seemed weird considering the last time he'd seen the bastard he'd tried to rip his heart out. What had led to that? He doesn't even remember that anymore. Onryō was silent, lurking and likely waiting for the chink in his armor to open just wide enough that he might slip inside and regain control. Sen wondered at what point the demon would refuse to let go. How many months would go by before he could wake up again?
He froze then at the sound of the front door opening and closing, feeling like a feral wild thing suddenly cornered. Maybe the bastard would kill him. He couldn't blame him and he wasn't sure he would object either. So, sat there, feeling bone-tired and apathetic. The man stood there with the only expression he could expect from him. He could feel Onryō slip through the gaps, he let him in because he was a coward. His eyes were red, not grey. "Hey there, Violet. Long time no see."
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Post by The Marionettist on May 13, 2019 22:57:21 GMT
He was there, like nothing had ever changed. But at the same time, things had changed. Everything had changed. He knew that, Sen knew that. They had been serious, 100%. Had they ever tried to actually kill eachother like that before? It was only some sort of turn of fate that the police and pro heroes had arrived when they did, meaning both had fled opposite ways and didn’t actually… end up killing each other. It wasn’t a huge surprise that Sen hadn’t come back, he hadn’t expected to ever see him again but why...was he here now?
Confusion.
Anger.
Pain.
Relief.
It all ran through him and to be honest, he was still learning to just deal with ONE emotion. The things all around them started to tremble slightly, as if a light earthquake was going off but the ground was still.
“What…”
He finally spoke, his voice sounded strange, even to himself. His vision shook a little, and it felt like his whole brain was shaking.
“...why…?”
A strained, forced inhale as his hand gripped around the plastic bag in his hand. It felt hard to breathe. Why was it hard to breathe? The calm part of his mind somewhere near the back desperately tried to gain control. He was seeing a ghost. Well, that was for sure, the thing in the slightly darkened room had glowing red eyes. He probably should be afraid, the only things he had to hand weren’t designed to be able to harm wraiths.
“...are you here…?”
As the words left his lips, the dishes in the open plan kitchen shook harder.
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 13, 2019 23:33:45 GMT
Images and flickers of memories ran through his head. He couldn't quite remember it all yet, but he could see in flashes of emotion. And everything was anger and fury and fear. Sen paused then, eyes darting from the other man to the furry thing in his hand, the stupid stuffed cat. He examined it like it was a foreign object, though he had stroked its dead black fur quite often before. Did he use to like these creatures?
"I'm not sure." He responded then, eyes finally darting back up to him, "You look like you've seen a ghost."
He snorted, feeling cheeky at his stupid joke.
"I think he missed you." He said with a shrug. "Kind of ridiculous if you think about it, you did try to kill him. Didn't do a very good job either. Did you miss him?"
He glimpsed around at his belongings and then almost purred with the unexpected sense of satisfaction at the sight. It was an unusual feeling of possessiveness, like part of him still rested here even after everything. Quickly, he swallowed the feeling. The sound of the dishes shaking caught his attention, "Careful, you know what happens when you lose control of those emotions of yours."
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Post by The Marionettist on May 14, 2019 17:51:38 GMT
He missed you.What kind of thing was that to say to him? Was Onryo trying to evoke a certain response from him? Well, it probably was. And did it work? He didn't want it to. He shouldn't let it work. But maybe. Just...maybe it was. Slightly. ... More than Aya was willing to admit, but their surroundings didn't lie. His emotions were getting unstable, dangerously so, and if left like this it would be a repeat of...their date night. He wasn’t at that point yet, but all the warning signs were there and he needed to calm the fuck down. What was better? To be forgotten like his mother and father had done to him, carry on living their lives as if he didn’t exist… or this? The villain had always wanted, at least when he was younger, to know his mother and father regretted what they did, to miss him, to want him in their life. But now it was sort of happening in a slightly different form… he didn’t know if he liked it. It hurt. It raised even more questions. Why did he leave in the first place then? Why miss him? Why not just forget him? All these questions he wanted to scream out, but the shards of his pride that remained intact were making the words die at his throat. “He tried to… He left. I thought I gave enough warning what would happen if he decided to do that, I only attempted to carry out what I said I would do. ...however I suppose we are at agreement it is rather odd he missed something he left voluntarily from.” A slight, bitter laugh shook his frame. Did he miss Sen? ...
Yes.At least it was one emotion he was familiar with and he could understand. But this was possibly worse than with his parents as they actually had spent time together, done countless things both good and bad and… he had been happy at some point. And the worst thing about happiness was, once it was gone it felt 100 times worse than if it had never been there in the first place. Which was illogical, but a fact. “...I did not want him to leave in the first place. And I ask again, why are you...is he...here? Are you giving me one more chance at killing you both? As I doubt he is come to say he changed his mind, seeing as he is not even the one talking to me right now.” Aya tried his best to drain the emotions from his voice and eyes as he looked back at the glowing red orbs, slowly exhaling to still his mind...or atleast try to.
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 14, 2019 23:03:47 GMT
Onryō couldn't say he had ever disliked Aya Tsuri. No, wait— of course he had, at the the end of it, he had when the ridiculous brat decided to feel things for the violet-haired bastard. When the bastard thought himself capable of taming Sen. At first, Onryō had found it amusing at best, or well that was until it actually started to work. Sen had gotten better at suppressing him and eventually his time on earth had been quite limited, mere flickering seconds before he was succumbed once more to the darkness of his cage. So perhaps he disliked this man far more than he had entertained upon entering his home.
He enjoyed plucking emotions from beneath the surface. Sen gave them up so freely, but Aya was a challenge.
Even so, beneath the dead-eyed expression on his face, he could see the other man break a little second by second.
It was delightfully satisfying, but not more so than the tremble he could feel from Sen's subconscious.
"Are you really that surprised? Or had you been so blind and stupid that you had actually believed he was different? You fondle a snake it's likely to bite you, food for thought." All around him the apartment trembled but he didn't move, didn't react. There was nothing earthly that Aya could do to hurt him.
"I haven't a clue though now that we're here, I suppose I can't refuse in tormenting the little fucker. I should thank you, really. You see, he's been so agreeable since getting his heart broken. Nothing better than a bitter brat that lets his emotions get the better of him. Much more interesting now don't you think. So please, call me Sen, new and improved. Fear not, the old one shouldn't be coming back any time soon, he's likes it down there."
He stopped then, silent as he watched the other attempt to control his emotions. He smirked then, "You forget, I've seen inside your head, Aya Tsuri. You can't hide anything from me. Would you like to speak with him? If not I can keep him there, he's never been so quiet."
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Post by The Marionettist on May 14, 2019 23:45:57 GMT
A sigh escaped the violet haired man’s lips. Sen was an expert at messing him up, he’d have to give him that. Maybe it was the complex tangled mess of emotions he had for the other that made it this so much harder than it should be. It was honestly amazing someone had this unique effect on him. He closed his eyes for a moment before he opened them again, and one emotion rose up above the simmering mix of the rest.
Anger.
But it wasn’t simple bitterness like he had for the world or his parents. It was something...something else. Inexplainable something even he didn't understand fully, but it was a strong urge to...do something. Say something. It finally broke through and burst out like a geyser inside the man’s mind and he could almost see his quirk, his own threads- even if they were invisible, he could feel them spiraling out of his skin like tendrils and they weren’t even really like strings anymore but something akin to thick rope.
His breathing had become even again, the trembling and shaking in his vision and mind seemed to have stilled for a moment as he stared back at the smirking being before him.
“I don’t need you to help me. I have things to say to him myself and I will make him listen to me..”
Aya’s voice was calm as his left arm rose and he pointed it at Sen- and in a split moment, one of the thick rope like strains of his quirk shot out, aiming straight for the other’s forehead with impressive speed he had not even seen himself produce before- if he was in any other state of mind, he would have been rather intrigued.
Did you forget hiding within your own body doesn't work with me? I have things to say to you, Onishi Sen.
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 15, 2019 0:28:57 GMT
The demon caught on too slow, too cocky. Too fed on his own energy, the sovereignty of his own personal control. It was easier now than it had been before beating down a half-dead boy, but it seemed he had gotten fat and comfortable in his place on top. And he realized his mistake immediately, allowing the other man's fury to strike out. Aya had never been anything but frightening with his temper, at least to Sen it had, while Sen's own temper had been such a common storm to brave. Aya's came like something unbidden and unexpected, a monsoon that shook the earth and no one saw it coming. Simple to say, he wasn't smiling anymore.
"The fuck are you doing?" Onryō's voice fractured, splintering into a hiss, no longer an imitation of Sen's but something ugly and foul.
It felt like a tether, connecting them and he wanted to fight it viciously. But then he felt paralyzed, limp as a fucking noodle on the end of the string. Doe-eyed and frozen and stupid.
Sen woke up but he didn't stir, that voice filled his head like pure, beating, fury.
What do you want, Aya? Go away. It was a mistake coming here. Onryō did it, not me. I didn't want this.
That was a lie. Onryō had nothing to do with this. The demon had simply take advantage of the situation, used it to inflict as much torment as he could on Sen and drive him deeper into his own subconscious. In truth, he had missed him. He missed a lot these days, but he missed Aya the most. You did this to me and I hate you for it. I'm so tired.
What do you want me to say? I'm sorry? Don't be stupid.
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Post by The Marionettist on May 15, 2019 15:08:43 GMT
As he felt himself, well, his quirk (at this point it just felt like another limb now, an extra hand.) connect with the other male’s head and sink in through the skin, Aya’s eyelids closed in concentration- with no physical contact and his emotions going all over the place he had to use all his effort just to connect properly.
He hadn’t felt this sensation in months- the lukewarm bodyheat that crawled up his wrist, the erratic heartbeat that pulsed down the connection, though this time his own heart was racing too so it was a little unclear who’s he was feeling, or were they synchronised? The familiar scent that had already burnt into his mind became stronger.
Smoke
Ash
Osmanthus
Blood
Bergamot
Metal
Sen smelt a little different, but the base was the same. He had a lot of time to think in the last few months and he had come to terms with some things. And decided other things. He did have things he wanted to say to the other man so maybe it was a good thing he randomly decided to drop by.
Because Aya had decided he didn’t want to be forgotten.
I know you hate me.
Sen’s inner aura felt different- it wasn’t so erratically flaming like a roaring fire and... felt more like a humid fog. Aya realised he didn’t like it this way. It felt dull and sluggish somehow and it irritated him.
But I’ve decided to accept that I love you, and there’s unfortunately not much to be gained by denying it.
You don’t have to say anything.
Why would you be sorry?
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Well, I suppose you ended up accepting my physical advances in the end so you may be feeling sorry to yourself for that but that’s not going to help you now.
He had spent quite a few weeks simply feeling rejected and hurt but then he realised it wasn’t like him, it wasn’t very productive and it would just keep hurting forever if he stayed that way.
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 15, 2019 17:46:16 GMT
They fell into sync with ease, too much ease. So much so that for the first time in what felt like centuries, Sen felt a sliver of piece in the familiarity of this contact. He wondered if Aya could do this with anyone or if between them it was something secret and special. He felt strangely greedy for it, selfishly protective and covetous for the singular role he seemed to play in the other's life. The smells that flowed between them, the way their breath matched, its felt as intimate as when they had first phased together. As if their atoms flowed together as one.
Sen felt careful with it, knowing at every accidental feeling that slipped could be so easily read by the other man though he knew his head was usually a hurricane of emotion. He felt different, this felt different because instead he was tasting the other man's emotions and there were so many. Then the other said something that made all else go silence, sensations frozen and paralyzed as if submerged in lacquered syrup. Love.
You don't mean that. Do you even know the meaning of that word?
Did he himself even know? Did he deserve to challenge the other's mere mentioning of it? He could feel Onryō prowl in the shadows, temporarily uprooted by Aya's ability. Disgusting, the demon hissed, sounding far away, barely an echo of sound.
I shouldn't have left.
That unexpected response threw him off, You think I apologize for doing that? You can be such a fucking idiot sometimes, Violet.
I came here to kill you, you know? I'm weak, I betray everything I believe in. I went back, to them, those fucking monsters. You made them angry and so I was supposed to kill you, but I can't. So perhaps you should just kill me instead, though Onryō will fight back. I wont.
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Post by The Marionettist on May 15, 2019 20:21:34 GMT
I wish I didn’t mean it. Wouldn’t it make things much easier for both of us? I was a little confused at first too, but it seems that’s what it is.
Aya had spent enough time trying to process this fact and now it was just that- an unfortunate fact.But then he seemed to have this accidental masochistic streak of liking people who didn’t like him, so he had supposed it was just something that happened to him in life.
He shouldn’t have left?
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He didn’t know what to say to that. He agreed. But surely the other already knew the whole killing attempt started because of this.
Well...that was your choice. I thought you were sick of being around me.
Aya tried to simply state facts but it he couldn’t control his emotions as well when they were essentially having a conversation in their minds, his voice shook a little without him meaning to. He ignored being called an idiot, he wasn’t completely sure what the fuck Sen was talking about or what he meant but he knew trying to think about it too much would make him more emotional.
You are weak?
Then why are you not trying to get stronger?
I made them angry huh? Because of the stuff I did with you, or after?
...Onishi Sen, are you fucking serious?? Are you asking to be killed?
A laugh rang through their shared space. He...couldn’t believe it.
How about you fucking get a grip on yourself? The fuck are you talking about?? Do you think I’d kill you unless you were on your knees begging me NOT to??
His voice was loud, yelling, very much unlike the villain but at the same time, this impossible man had the ability to make him feel these kinds of things he thought weren’t possible.
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 15, 2019 20:53:38 GMT
I left because the things I felt made me weak. I am anger and fury and selfishness. There is nothing about me worth loving or capable of love. I was never sick of you. The truth burned, it made him feel queasy, it made his head and heart ache. He wanted to purge these feelings, but he wasn't sure if he was capable of that. I don't feel like myself anymore.
Sen wasn't himself, he had given up and thus his fire had gone out. Onryō had made certain of that. He had made a deal with the devil and, in the end, he lost. Everything. He had never gone there with the intention of following his family's orders. He was an Onishi through and through, full of tragedy and inconsistency and treachery to all things but himself.
Why in the hell did Aya want to waste time on someone like him?
Beneath the surface, he could trace the slivers of emotions beneath Aya's skin, the genuineness of those naked feelings he had often been so irritated by the lack of. It used to kill him that Aya could look so dead and seem to feel so little when his own emotions screamed to be let loose. He wanted to trace much more than that, he wanted to delve deep, and see into the bits of Aya's soul that the other would never let him see. And yet he held himself back, it was dangerous to discover too much.
Yes, I am weak.
If I did, I would have to kill you to do so, don't you get that? You are my weakness.
Before and after. Yakuza are their allies, they did not enjoy their allies being destroyed.
I don't know what I'm asking.. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
Sen's mind was silent beneath the sudden noise, the uproar of laughter that was so unexpected and unfamiliar to him. The unusual sound filled every crevice of his mind until all he could hear was Aya's laughter and Aya's rage.
I've been stuck inside my own head for... I don't even know how long. Weeks? Months? Since I left? For months its been silent and dark and I can't feel anything. I can't feel anything. I can't. He swallowed it all up. Do you know what that means for me, to want to die? I told you before, this is what I was afraid of.
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Post by The Marionettist on May 15, 2019 21:29:46 GMT
Is that...the only way you can see it?In a way, Sen was, logically making sense. If you had someone that wasn’t you who you cared about, it could be seen as your weakness. But at the same time, Aya felt like...no,knew they had done things they couldn’t have done by themselves. It was a fact he couldn’t talk himself out of when he had been balancing up the options in his mind before.
I...thought we could...feed our selfishness even more and prove that logic wrong. There are things people can’t do on their own...and...make it a strength.He wasn't too sure on the wording. Expressing oneself was hard. Especially when his thoughts were swimming in his mind. He wasn’t sure he could make himself understood, again, another new experience of wanting to be understood by someone else. This whole love thing was pretty frightening, it made people do things they had never dreamt of doing. But what was the point in fearing it? He didn’t want to just stop here, he had things he wanted to do.
If you are ok with that, I guess I can’t say much to change your mind. But you know what? It’s not that you can’t feel anything anymore, you just don’t wanna. Don’t you remember what I told you?? Onryo is part of you, so whatever happens, you’re choosing to do that. And if you fucking...want to be taken over by your own quirk what the fuck can I do or say to that? Would it make any difference? Probably not. If you are so fucking convinced I...we are so bad for you, then… whatever. I...get it.
Stay there then.
Do whatever your fucking parents want.
After giving me that much shit about how you don’t wanna be controlled, this is how it ends huh? Aya didn’t know what else to say. Had he said what he wanted to? All the stuff he had been wishing he had said? Did it even reach the other?
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Post by Onishi Sen (Revenant) on May 15, 2019 21:58:30 GMT
If you know me at all, you'd know that to be the truth. You know me better than anyone. Sen saw through strength, he prided in strength alone. It was a language he understood and respected. It was the quickest way to getting through to him and to connecting with him. Weakness was never apart of his equation. So it was easy for him to see weakness and attempt to blame the root, but he knew that even his own nature for seeking out strength and priding his own was a weakness in the end. And yet those weaknesses didn't make him feel the way that Aya did.
I left because.... I had thought I'd be content dying for you. That frightened me. I have lived for no one but myself. It was the truth, but it felt bitter and he cursed the very admittance of it. He was never good with truths either, his instincts had been carved by his ability to lie both to himself and others without flaw. Aya had a point, of course, he had been a lot stronger with the other man at his side. And right then? He was far from strong. He was wallowing in his own shame and fear of the unknown. He had been afraid to lose himself so he'd given up, when things had only just been changing. It hadn't been the end but he treated it as if it had been. He was silent then as the other's words flowed through his mind, filling every space with a source of light he hadn't seen for months.
It’s not that you can’t feel anything anymore, you just don’t wanna.
Those words stung because they were true. Had he swallowed up the part of himself that wanted to live too?
After giving me that much shit about how you don’t wanna be controlled, this is how it ends huh?
Fuck you, I hate you, you bastard. That was the biggest fucking lie he'd ever spilled, but it was only said because the asshole knew him too well. It wasn't spoken out of hatred, but simply because the other man had struck a cord. It woke him up and the words were hissed out with a wickedly sharp, heated emotion. The voice of an impetuous brat without a lick of manner or shame. He pushed the other out of his mind then, but not violently. Rather, abruptly, like closing the door in his face.
When his eyes opened again the red had left them, but the exhaustion showed on every inch of his being from the gouged shadows under his eyes to the subtle way his hands shook. He felt boneless as he laid against the cushion of the couch, staring up at the other with heavy-lidded eyes. "You know I hate when you get in my head like that, asshole."
"I won't be controlled, understand? Now, quit looking so.. weepy."
"I'm sorry... for being an asshole."
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Post by The Marionettist on May 15, 2019 23:14:37 GMT
Aya had to admit, it was like something out of some random shounen anime to be saying crap like “Love=Strength”, but after he had time to actually come to terms with the fact he may actually care about someone that wasn’t himself… it was the conclusion he had come up with. He was one of those people who valued greed, selfishness and tried to fulfill them as much as possible- he would feel like he somehow failed if he had to give up on something he wanted, he was simply...unwilling to do so. He wanted everything- and when there was a will, there was a way, even if it was illegal or whatever.
Isn’t it...only frightening to feel that way if you are the only one who feels that way about the other? If the feeling is mutual then...can’t we use that to our advantage?
He felt a shift in the air around them, the humidity seeming to lift, and the whole space felt...less heavy. That was around then that the other male uttered words of dislike but it didn’t sound venomous or full of actual hate, and he felt himself be pushed out of their space, the shock making him sever their connection from his end also. Sen could do that? That was a first, as usually they disengaged… far more gently.
When he opened his eyes, he was standing a few meters away from Sen. Some kind of emotion flooded through his whole system, it was like some adrenaline crash (...and slight quirk overreach)
“Well...I had no other choice did I?”
Weepy?
Oh.
Something ran down his right cheek and a hand went to rub it away. It wasn’t blood (it COULD have been, like god knows what drawbacks he had to over exerting his quirk, he actually didn’t know.) but no, it was clear.
“Controlling and...you not listening to me is...different… If I can’t look out for us then...what can I do in this equation…? ...and ...I’m...not...weeping...for fuckssake..”
His voice sounded a little clouded as he looked back at Sen.
“Don’t...leave me..I hate it...more than anything else…”
Something caught in his throat and he stopped, breathing shakily to try and make it go away.
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